Lost Track

I've not kept my promise to myself and I've lost track. I've lost track of what's important to me. I've lost track of my goals. I've lost track of my worth. I've just simply put lost track. I wish I could pinpoint the moment in time where I got off so I could immediately get back on course.

I recognize this is a process, not just for losing weight, but for changing my lifestyle. My lifestyle currently consists of very little time management, no structure, no centering (if that makes sense). When I was an undergrad I was extremely focused on my goal of becoming a doctor. I mean you couldn't tell me otherwise, my time and energy all centered on this goal. If something occurred in my life that didn't align with this goal; I would just ignore it, push it to the side, and not pay it any attention. Now, years later, I don't have the same focus. It seems as if I've lost my sense of determination and will. I need to get back on track!!